So here i am ....again, after joining the Cambridge diet some 3 weeks ago and doing so well on my first week :DD i have fallen off the wagon so they call it in favour of me doing it alone ? :crazy:
Yea that didnt work did it, must admit i think i have put back on the weight iworked so hard to lose, but i will find out tommorow when i see my CDC again (she must think im a right cockoo) :lalala: i mean i bet she seen it all until she met me :yes: but na !
So after feeling really guilty and very angry with myself and wondering what the hell i was doing i am starting it all again by having my favourite shakes of mint chocolate chip & my making the orange cheesecake smoothie :>> so nice they are mind you i hate all the others so guess i like something !
All i want it to be happy, why will losing weight make hat happy huh? well who knows but i know i will feel more happy because i can go shopping for clothes and actually fit in them and be cool in the summer and not hide behind long skirts and melt and i want to learn to live a bit more, meet new people and just feel Better about myself, when ya lose weight you have this Buzz about ya its fab feeling i want it back........well until tommorow when i start and get re-weighed..........wish me luck!:wave: